Megan Fox launched her poetry e book, Fairly Boys Are Toxic, on November 7, and it consists of startling revelations about her previous relationships. In a statement she launched in August, the actress described the contents of her e book. 

“These poems had been written in an try and excise the sickness that had taken root in me due to my silence,” she wrote. “I’ve spent my total life preserving the secrets and techniques of males, my physique aches from carrying the load of their sins. My freedom lives in these pages, and I hope that my phrases can encourage others to take again their happiness and their id [by] utilizing their voice to light up what’s been buried, however not forgotten, within the darkness.” 

Hold studying for a roundup of Megan’s revelations from her new e book. 

‘A Stunning Boy Is a Lethal Drug’ 

With out naming who he’s, Megan wrote a couple of lover whom she is hooked on within the poem “a wonderful boy is a lethal drug.” 

“You’re an dependancy / that no quantity of prayers / will ever treatment / my cries for reduction / floating / unheard into the ether / you might be killing me . however my coronary heart / received’t provide you with up / this thread / by our previous lives / tightly wound / round my neck / siphoning my breath / to fill your lungs / my arms are bleeding / from making an attempt to free myself / you provide me a smile / content material to steal my life / figuring out at the least this manner / nobody else / will ever have me.” 

Her Miscarriage

The Transformers actress mirrored on getting an ultrasound for what would have been a child lady when she was 10 weeks pregnant, in keeping with PEOPLE. The outlet famous that she described the second all through two poems. 

“Perhaps in case you hadn’t. .. possibly if i had…” In one other excerpt from the poem, Megan wrote, “I wish to maintain your hand / hear your giggle … however now / I’ve to say / goodbye.” 

One other heartbreaking line from the e book reads, “as they rip you from my insides … I’ll pay any value. Inform me please / what’s the ransom / for her soul?”

‘Oxycodone and tequila’ 

Megan defined on Good Morning America that she has “been in at the least one bodily abusive relationship and a number of other psychologically very abusive relationships.”

“I’ve solely been publicly related to some individuals, however I shared vitality with, I suppose lets say, who had been horrific individuals,” the Until Dying actress famous. “And in addition very well-known — very well-known — individuals. However nobody is aware of that I used to be concerned with these individuals.”

In her poem “oxycodone and tequila,” Megan described a horrific incident with an ex. “Your eyes go black / and I do know it’s too late to run,” she wrote, per PEOPLE, earlier than claiming that she was pinned, spit on and later strangled by somebody who was “delusional and possessed.” 

“You hit me / once more / and once more / i acknowledge the acquainted style of blood on my tongue,” the Jennifer’s Physique star recalled. In one other portion, she wrote in regards to the bruises and chunk marks she sustained from the unnamed ex. “You go to sleep on prime of me in order that i can’t name my household or the police,” she claimed. 

If you happen to or somebody you understand is experiencing home violence, please name the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-7233 for confidential help.

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